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Understanding the Cycle of Abuse and Safely Exiting an Abusive Relationship



Abusive relationships can be incredibly challenging to understand and even harder to escape. The cycle of abuse tends to perpetuate due to a combination of factors that trap victims in a seemingly endless loop of control and manipulation. To break free from this cycle, it's essential to recognize the patterns of abuse, understand the tactics used by abusers, and develop a safety plan to leave the relationship as safely as possible.


The cycle of abuse typically consists of four phases: tension building, incident, reconciliation, and calm. During the tension-building phase, the abuser becomes increasingly irritable, angry, or moody, leading to minor incidents that create a sense of walking on eggshells. This phase often culminates in an abusive incident, which can be anything from verbal, emotional, physical, or psychological. After the abusive incident, the reconciliation (love bombing) phase begins, where the abuser may attempt to apologize, (be wary of these apologies, listen closely to their words and tone). Abusers make excuses for their bad behavior, or shower the victim with affection, gifts, attention and promises of change. The final phase, calm, this phase of "calmness" and cooperation in the relationship gives the illusion that the relationship has improved. Once the abuser is confident that you are "in love" and bonded to them again, the cycle-go-round will start anew.


The cycle of abuse is a repetitive pattern often observed in abusive relationships. Understanding this cycle, and how manipulation plays a role, can help victims recognize their situation and take steps to safely leave an abuser.


The Cycle of Abuse


The cycle of abuse typically follows a recurring pattern, consisting of four phases:


1. Tension Building: Tension gradually increases as minor incidents of abuse occur. This might involve verbal arguments, insults, threats, and controlling behaviors. The victim often feels as if they’re walking on eggshells, anxious and fearful of what might trigger the abuser.


2. Incident of Abuse: The tension culminates in an acute episode of abuse. This could be physical violence, sexual assault, emotional torment, or a combination of these. The incident is marked by intense aggression and fear.


3. Reconciliation: After the abusive incident, the abuser may apologize, make excuses, minimize the abuse, or deny its occurrence. They might also show affection, buy gifts, or promise that it will never happen again. This phase can create confusion for the victim, leading to false hope due to manipulation of your thoughts and feelings.


4. Calm: Also known as the “honeymoon phase,” this period is characterized by calm and seemingly normal behavior. The abuser may be especially kind and loving, reinforcing the victim’s belief that the abuse was an anomaly and it won't happen again. However, the tension soon starts building again, repeating the cycle.


What is Manipulation?


Manipulation in abusive relationships involves tactics used by the abuser to control, intimidate, and exploit the victim. These tactics can include but are not limited too:


  • Gaslighting: Making the victim doubt their own reality, memories, perceptions, or sanity.

  • Isolation: Cutting the victim off from friends, family, and other support systems.

  • Blame Shifting: Making the victim feel responsible for the abuse.

  • Threats: Using threats of harm to the victim, their loved ones, or pets to maintain control.

  • Love Bombing: Overwhelming the victim with affection and attention, only to withdraw it as a punishment.


How People Get Caught and Stuck in the Cycle of Abuse


Victims get caught in the cycle of abuse due to a combination of psychological, emotional, and situational factors:


  • Emotional Dependency: The victim may feel emotionally dependent on the abuser, believing they cannot live without them.

  • Fear: The abuser instills fear of physical harm or other consequences if the victim leaves.

  • Hope for Change: Victims often hold onto the hope that the abuser will change and the relationship will improve.

  • Self-Blame: The abuser convinces the victim that the abuse is their fault, leading to feelings of guilt and worthlessness.

  • Financial Dependency: The victim may rely financially on the abuser, making it difficult to leave.


Co-dependency and the Impact of Brain Chemicals


Co-dependency often plays a significant role in abusive relationships, where the victim becomes emotionally and psychologically dependent on the abuser. This dependency can be as powerful as an addiction due to the brain chemicals involved. During the reconciliation and calm phases, the abuser's affection and apologies trigger the release of dopamine and oxytocin, chemicals that create feelings of pleasure, reward, and bonding. This reinforces the victim's attachment to the abuser and makes it harder to leave.


Over time, the victim's brain may begin to crave these chemicals, akin to an addiction. The intermittent reinforcement of positive experiences amidst the abuse strengthens this dependency, causing the victim to seek out those fleeting moments of happiness. This cycle makes it challenging to break free, as the victim may feel a profound sense of loss and withdrawal without the abuser's emotional highs.


Several factors can trap individuals in abusive relationships. Fear of the abuser, financial dependency, social stigma, and emotional attachment can all play significant roles. Additionally, the psychological impact of manipulation can create a powerful hold over the victim, making it difficult to see a way out or believe that a better life is possible.


Leaving an abusive relationship requires careful planning and support to ensure safety.


Safely Leaving an Abusive Relationship


If you find yourself in an abusive and controlling relationship, it’s crucial to plan your exit strategy carefully to ensure your safety and that of your children and pets. Here are steps to take:


 Here are some steps to consider:


  1. Acknowledge the Abuse: Recognize and accept that the behavior is abusive and that it is not your fault.

  2. Create a Safety Plan: Develop a detailed plan that includes where to go, how to get there, and what to take with you. Keep emergency contacts and important documents accessible.

  3. Seek Support: Reach out to friends, family, or support groups who can provide emotional and practical assistance.

  4. Professional Help: Contact organizations that specialize in domestic violence for advice and resources. They can offer safe housing, counseling, and legal help.

  5. Legal Protection: Consider obtaining a restraining order or other legal protections to ensure your safety once you leave.


Recovery from an abusive relationship is a journey that requires time, support, and self-compassion. Healing involves rebuilding self-esteem, learning to trust oneself and others again, and finding joy and purpose in life beyond the abuse. Remember, help is available, and a life free from abuse is possible.


1. Reach Out for Help:

  • Contact a trusted friend, family member, or an organization specializing in domestic abuse support. National hotlines, local shelters, and online resources can provide immediate assistance and advice.


2. Create a Safety Plan:

  • Document Abuse: Keep a record of abusive incidents, including dates, times, and descriptions. This can be useful for legal purposes.

  • Prepare an Escape Bag: Pack essential items such as identification documents, money, medicines, clothes, and important contacts. Keep this bag in a safe and easily accessible place.

  • Plan Your Route: Know the safest way to leave your home and identify local shelters or safe houses.


3. Seek Legal Protection:

  • Restraining Orders: File for a restraining order or protection order against the abuser.

  • Custody Arrangements: Work with legal professionals to ensure the safety of your children through appropriate custody arrangements.


4. Secure Your Finances:

  • Separate Accounts: Open a separate bank account in your name.

  • Financial Assistance: Seek support from organizations that provide financial aid to abuse victims.


5. Maintain Secrecy:

  • Change Passwords: Update passwords for your online accounts to prevent the abuser from accessing them.

  • Limit Sharing: Avoid sharing your plans on social media or with people who may inadvertently inform the abuser.


6. Prioritize Safety:

  • Police Involvement: If immediate danger is present, call the police.

  • Pets: Arrange temporary housing for pets with friends or shelters if necessary.


Leaving an abusive relationship is a brave and challenging step, but it's vital for your future, your well-being and that of your loved ones.


Support is available, and you’re not alone in this journey.


Dear reader, please remember that you are not alone anymore, you have the strength and ability to reclaim your reality. It's time to protect your emotional well-being! Surround yourself with love and support, and don't hesitate to seek help when needed.


We are here for you as a compassionate supportive community to help you discover your truth. @RisngBeyondAbuse


Thank you for taking the time to read Get Off the Merry-Go-Round. It is my hope that this guidance helps you in fostering healthier and more fulfilling connections.


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Until next time, keep growing and thriving!


Warm regards,

Theresa Marie



Advocate & Life Coach for Domestic Abuse Survivors || Helping Women Recognize, Understand, and Escape the Cycle of Abuse || Author of "Rising Beyond Abuse - Love Shouldn't Hurt"

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