Don't let your partner twist your reality or love bomb you into thinking abuse didn't just happen.
Gaslighting! Stay with your truth!
Don't let your partner twist your reality or love bomb you into thinking abuse didn't just happen.
Understanding Gaslighting in the Cycle of Abuse
If you're finding yourself feeling confused, doubting your perceptions, or questioning your sanity in your relationship, you may be experiencing a form of emotional abuse known as gaslighting. This manipulative tactic is often used by abusers to distort your reality and shift blame, making it difficult for you to trust your own experiences and feelings.
Gaslighting falls into the broader cycle of abuse, which includes phases of tension building, incident, reconciliation, and calm. During the reconciliation phase, an abuser may employ gaslighting to downplay or deny the abusive incident, leaving you feeling off-balance and unsure of the abuse's reality. Not only does this reinforce the abuser's control, but it also traps you deeper into the cycle, making it harder to break free.
The Twisting of Reality
Gaslighting can begin subtly. It might start with your partner dismissing your feelings, saying things like, "You're overreacting" or "That never happened." These small seeds of doubt can grow over time, making you question your memory and your ability to fully recollect or understand the details of the event(s). The abuser may contradict your statements, deny their actions, or twist the facts to suit their narrative, leaving you feeling confused and unsure of who's right and who's wrong.
Imagine you’re discussing something hurtful that they said, but they respond with, "I never said that. You must be imagining things." Over time, this not only makes you question the specific incident but also your broader ability to recall events accurately. This twisting can extend to other areas too, like making you doubt your competence at work or your relationships with friends and family. This begins to slowly tear down your self-confidence.
Gaslighting is often strategic and deliberate, and it’s crucial to recognize these patterns. By constantly shifting the storyline, the abuser keeps you off-kilter, making it easier for them to maintain control and harder for you to achieve mental clarity to leave the relationship.
The Emotional Impact
This constant manipulation can lead to a deep sense of confusion and self-doubt. You might start feeling like you're losing your grip on reality. It's common to feel 'crazy' or isolated, especially if your partner dismisses your concerns as irrational. It's important to recognize that these feelings are a result of the manipulation and not a reflection of your actual mental state.
The emotional impact of gaslighting extends beyond confusion. It can severely damage your self-esteem and sense of self. You might feel embarrassed or ashamed to discuss your experiences with others, fearing they won't believe you or that they will downplay your feelings. This isolation can deepen, making you more dependent on the abuser for validation and support.
It's also not uncommon to experience anxiety and depression as a result of gaslighting. The ongoing stress of trying to decipher what is true and what is not can take a toll on your mental and physical health. Knowing this, it's vital to seek professional help if you're feeling overwhelmed, to get the support you need to navigate these challenges.
Staying Anchored in Your Truth
I want you to remember, your perceptions, gut instincts, and feelings are valid. Trust your inner voice. Trust you intuition! Your emotions, reactions, and experiences are legitimate, and no one has the right to invalidate them. If you catch yourself doubting your reality, take a moment to breathe and remind yourself of the truth. YOUR TRUTH. Keep a journal to document events, conversations, and the finer details of the situation in question, AND of course, your feelings – this can be a powerful tool to reclaim your sense of reality and gain clarity.
Journaling provides a tangible record of events, which can be invaluable when your memory is clouded by gaslighting. Write down specific incidents, what was said, and how you felt. Over time, these entries can help you recognize patterns of abuse and validate your experiences.
Additionally, practice grounding techniques to stay connected with your reality. Activities like mindfulness meditation, deep breathing exercises, or spending time in nature can help center your thoughts and emotions, giving you a stronger sense of your own truth.
Breaking the Cycle
Understanding gaslighting is a crucial step in breaking free from its hold. It's also important to reach out for support. Talk to friends, family, or a professional who can provide an outside perspective and validate your experiences.
You deserve to feel safe, respected, and understood in your relationship.
Support networks are essential.
Trusted friends and family can offer emotional backing and help you see your situation more clearly. Sometimes, just hearing someone else acknowledge your reality can be incredibly empowering.
Professional counselors and support groups can also provide you with strategies to cope with and ultimately leave an abusive situation.
Legal advice might also be necessary if you decide to leave the relationship. Knowing your rights and having a plan can give you the confidence to take the needed steps toward safety and recovery.
Dear reader, please remember that you are not alone anymore, you have the strength and ability to reclaim your reality. It's time to protect your emotional well-being! Surround yourself with love and support, and don't hesitate to seek help when needed.
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Warm regards,
Theresa Marie
Advocate & Life Coach for Domestic Abuse Survivors || Helping Women Recognize, Understand, and Escape the Cycle of Abuse || Author of "Rising Beyond Abuse - Love Shouldn't Hurt"
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